Excerpt
Morgan Moran adjusted her fuchsia baby doll top to
expose her modest cleavage and her pierced navel.
Once it was arranged to her satisfaction, she wove through
the candlelit tables to a corner booth where Jack waited. Even
in the dim flicker cast by the candles, she could tell he was
annoyed. His shoulders were bunched with tension, and his
fingers drummed on the table as he scanned the restaurant.
When his eyes zeroed in on her, his jaw clenched. Morgan’s
stomach fluttered with uncertainty. She hoped he wasn’t going
to spoil their night out.
She slid across the leather seat and brushed a kiss against
the stern slash of his mouth. “I’m a little late. Have you been
here long?” She peered at him through lowered lashes, praying
he wasn’t going to make a big issue of her tardiness. She had
a darn good reason for being late and besides that, she was
worth waiting for.
“I tried to call you. You didn’t answer your cell.” Jack took
a sip of his vodka tonic.
“I couldn’t. Ramon gets testy when people talk on the phone
while he’s working.”
“Ramon?” Jack’s eyebrows rose.
“My hairdresser.” Ramon was an artist with the temperament
to match. Morgan’s golden highlights had desperately needed
his creative TLC, but Ramon had been booked weeks out.
It had been a stroke of luck when the salon called with a
cancellation. Before she had known it, it had been time to meet
Jack, but she’d still had foils in her hair. Yes, she was late,
but it wasn’t like it was her fault.
“Ah.” Jack stirred his drink. “Your hairdresser. What else
could you have done?” He glanced at his drink, then back at
her face. “You look beautiful, by the way. But you always do.”
Morgan beamed. Jack understood. He always did. His
gentleness, acceptance, and loving nature were his best traits.
A veterinarian with his own clinic, he never turned away
a sick animal whose owner couldn’t afford to pay. In his spare
time, he volunteered at a local animal shelter. His kindness for
others had melted a little soft spot in her heart, even though
Jack wasn’t her usual type.
Morgan always had had a stomach-fluttering weakness for
bad boys, emotionally unavailable men with commitment issues
or users who discarded her after they got what they wanted.
She’d met Jack when she took her agitated cat, Mr.
Whiskers, to his veterinary office for a recurring hairball
problem. She had been captivated by the gentle way he calmed
Mr. Whiskers’ fears. Weary from having her heart broken
repeatedly, she had been ready for a gentleman like Jack.
When he’d asked her out, she’d accepted. They had dated
for six months before they’d moved in together. That had
been a year ago.
Then Morgan had discovered that Jack’s gentleness,
acceptance, and loving nature were his most irritating traits.
When she got cranky with PMS, he rubbed her back and
brought her chocolate. When she forgot to pick up the dry
cleaning like she promised, he did it instead. When she burned
dinner, he took her out to eat. Every time he did something
nice, rather than make her grateful, it made her feel bitchy.
She didn’t understand it.
She loved him and knew he loved her. Recently he’d hinted
about making their relationship permanent, but Morgan wasn’t
ready for the big M. She worried that in a few years she would
crave more excitement than Jack could deliver.
“You ignored me so you wouldn’t upset your hairdresser.”
His eyes sparked.
“Jack!” Morgan gaped at him. “I had bleach on my hair!”
“I’ve been here for an hour, wondering if you were injured
in a traffic accident.”
“I’m sorry. I should have called.” Morgan tried to sound
contrite. She bowed her head. She was a teensy bit late. Why
was he was making a federal case of this?
A vein pulsed in his temple. “You always say you’re sorry,
and promise to do better, but you never do.”
Morgan pressed a palm to her fluttering stomach. All
she wanted was to have a nice romantic dinner, and he was
scolding her like she was a naughty child. What was next? Was
he going to ground her for a week? Take away her television
privileges? She lifted her chin in defiance. “You act like I’m
late all the time.”
“You are late all the time!”
Morgan flushed. “I don’t mean to be. Something always
comes up.” Between her job, volunteering with foster care
children, and selling antique buttons on eBay, there weren’t
enough hours in the day. She was always rushing, careening
from one appointment to the next.
“You’re never late for work.”
“Of course not. I’d get fired.” Her boss at the plumbing
supply company where she was office manager and bookkeeper
was a stickler for punctuality. First offense, you got a warning.
Second offense, he docked your pay. Third offense, you were
out.
“Were you late to your appointment with Ramon?” His
tone held an edge.
She flushed. “That’s different.”
The waiter arrived with menus, but Jack waved them aside.“She’ll have the Caesar salad with chicken. I’ll have the steak,
medium. Baked potato. Butter, sour cream, no chives.”
Morgan’s eyes narrowed. She wasn’t sure she liked him
ordering for her. She wanted a take-charge man, but she was
capable of choosing her own meal. “Maybe I want a menu.”
He drained the remainder of his drink and peered at her
over the glass. “Maybe you should have arrived an hour ago.”
His tone reminded her of a bulldog refusing to give up a bone.
“I explained that.”
“All I know is that when there are consequences, you tow
the line.” He set down the glass and regarded Morgan steadily.
“I love you, and I want to spend my life with you, but your
rudeness pisses me off. It hurts when you treat other people—
your boss, your hairdresser—better than you treat me.”
“That’s not true!” She shook her head.
“I’m not going to put up with it anymore. The next time
you’re late, Morgan…there will be consequences.”
Something almost sexual fluttered within her, but
annoyance overruled it. She’d wanted him to act more forceful,
more authoritative, more macho, but he was pushing it now.
She rolled her eyes. “Like what?”
“I’ll paddle your ass!”
Shock ricocheted through her, and she fought to control
her reaction. She didn’t know what surprised her more—that
he’d made such an uncharacteristic outburst or that the idea
of his hand striking her bottom had her stomach clenching,
not in fear, but in arousal. She took slow, even breaths. “You
won’t do that,” she said, unsure if she was stating a fact or
challenging him.
“Try me.” The cocksure glint in his eyes was a dare and
her anger ignited, overriding her quickening desire. He had
no right to treat her like a disobedient child. He wasn’t the
boss of her!
She glared at him, but her anger drained away when
she realized he would never lay a finger on her. He wasn’t
the physical type. But instead of relief, she felt strangely
disappointed.
***
A wild flame ignited and flickered in Morgan’s eyes in a
way that Jack Hudson hadn’t seen in a long time. He could
almost feel the heat. Even though the flash of emotion lasted
only moments, his optimism flared. Had Morgan found the
idea of a spanking erotic? He adored Morgan, but sometimes
she frustrated him. Her lateness this evening was one of those
times. He had threatened to spank her to get her attention,
to make her realize her behavior was disrespectful. Her eyes
widened in shock and a sharp desire surged through him.
He could picture Morgan’s smooth, rounded, naked bottom
turning pink and warm. He imagined the little noises she
would make, sounds mimicking cries of passion, and his cock
throbbed.
A smile tickled the corner of his mouth. Morgan was her
own woman, independent, willful. She wouldn’t readily submit
to any authority or discipline, but Jack didn’t want to dominate
her, he wanted to push her buttons.
Lately, he’d been assailed by a strange longing, not
dissatisfaction exactly, but a need for something different.
When he had threatened to discipline her, for a heart-stopping
moment, he would have sworn he’d seen a similar need
reflected in her stormy gaze. Her eyes had darkened, glowing
hot. But in a flash, the heat had dissipated, leaving him to
wonder if it was just wishful thinking on his part.
Disappointment made him want to pound the table.
He and Morgan enjoyed a frequent, boisterous—but
nonetheless tame—sex life. Jack yearned to push the envelope.
However, he wouldn’t do it without her wholehearted
consent and participation. His shoulders bunched in
frustration. Unfortunately, Morgan would never give it. She
was flirtatious, not kinky.
Once, in jest, Jack had playfully spanked a former girlfriend.
He’d barely tapped her jean-clad behind. She’d reacted as if
he’d beaten her. He’d apologized profusely, but he’d been unable
to regain her trust and soon after, they’d broken up.
He couldn’t risk losing Morgan.
Jack glanced at her now. Her mouth was pursed in a pout,
her spine ramrod straight. Everything about this woman made
him crazy. Crazy with love, crazy with lust. Even angry, she
was sexy as hell. Anger released the spitfire nature that he
loved so much.
None of that excused her rudeness.
She’d sashayed in an hour late wearing ass-hugging skinny
jeans, wet-dream-inspiring high-heeled boots, and a flimsy top
that exposed more of her perky breasts than it covered. As
she had crossed the restaurant floor, male heads had turned
to watch. Every man in the restaurant probably wanted to
fuck her. Knowing that turned him on. Picturing it happening
excited him more.
He sighed, realizing that would never be. He loved
Morgan’s confidence, her spunk, her uninhibited expression.
He loved that she kept him on his toes.
He hated that she kept him waiting.
Jack stifled a sigh. It didn’t matter if they were going to his
parents’ house, a movie, to dinner, to a party — she ran late.
With him. She was more punctual with other people.
Sometimes it seemed like she wanted to annoy him. She’d
toss her tousled golden hair and her blue eyes would turn
beguiling as she rationalized her rudeness. He usually caved– but not today. He was fed up.
Morgan was loving, caring. And self-centered. A little
discipline might readjust her attitude. It might anger her, but
wasn’t makeup sex always the hottest? And what if he was
correct about the hint of desire in her eyes? What if the idea
of a spanking had turned her on? Perhaps it could lead to
something more…
He’d have to approach her carefully, wait for the right
time, but domestic discipline might be what their relationship
needed.
Jack smothered a grin. He was actually looking forward to
the next time she was late.
Secret Desores includes spanking and scenes of male/male/female sex.