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Chapter 1
Keeping an eye on the sideview mirror and steady light pressure on the truck’s gas pedal Nick smoothly backed the silver two-horse trailer into the small opening of the round
pen. His brother, Jake, stood next to the corral fence, frowning
and staring at the trailer. Each kick from the horse inside
rocked the trailer side to side. Nick shifted the truck into park
but kept his foot on the brake and then waved his arm out of
the drivers’ side window to get his brother’s attention.
“He’s not tied so when you open the door be ready to get
the hell out of the way,” he shouted.
Jake nodded, then squeezed between the fence and the
trailer and Nick heard the harsh clangs of numerous locks
being thrown. A loud squealing of metal hinges sounded,
combining with the clattering of sharp hooves. The horse let
out a high-pitched scream before jolting the trailer up and
down as the animal lunged out of the trailer. Nick heard the
trailer door slam shut and put the truck into drive, pulling
the rig quickly away so Jake could close the corral gate. He
pulled the truck and trailer around to the side of the barn,
then came back to stand beside Jake, who stood with his elbows
and one booted foot propped on the corral railing, watching
with narrowed eyes as the horse careened around the
enclosure.
“Jesus Christ, Nick.” Jake’s usually level voice was hard. “The bastard that did this should have been shot.”
“Trust me, I was tempted.”
“There’s not an inch on him that’s not scarred. Even his
ears. How the hell did you get close enough to get the halter
on him?”
Nick sighed, suddenly feeling very, very tired. “I tranqed
him with the dart gun. Hated to do it, but it was the only
way.” He clucked and the big-boned quarter horse draft cross
twitched his ears towards him. For a second Nick saw
something soft flicker in the horse’s eyes, but then it was gone
and the madness was back. Lowering his head the horse
charged to the center of the enclosure and struck out
aggressively with both front legs.
“Looks like it’s worn off though.”
Jake snorted, watching the gelding’s dramatic display. “Ya
think?” He double checked the latch on the pen gate, “You’ve
got your work cut out for you with this one, Nick, maybe
more than you realize. I hope he’s worth it.”
Nick looked into huge brown eyes, seeing nothing but fear
and distrust, but he also saw beneath the scars and misbehavior
to the proud beauty the horse had probably been before he’d
been bought and misused by a cruel owner. “They’re always worth it, Jake.”
*****
The hairs on the back of Nick’s neck prickled and he reined
to a halt just outside of the hidden copse.
She was here again.
He exhaled silently, ignoring his now racing heart. Moving
carefully he dismounted and ground tied his horse, knowing
the abundance of grass would keep the animal quiet and
satisfied. Stepping off the path he moved quickly to the shelter
of a huge Hemlock tree and relaxed against its trunk, crossing
his arms over his chest. The moon was full overhead but
shadows cast by the enormous, low-hanging limbs would keep
him hidden from her view. The low gurgling of the stream
she sat beside would absorb any slight noise.
God she was beautiful.
Wrapped in a light-colored shawl because of the cool night
she sat at the edge of his stream, knees drawn up to her chin,
dangling a leafy vine in the water, completely oblivious to his
presence. Thick dark hair trailed loosely down her back and
Nick saw that a portion of it was trapped beneath her. Modern
women just did not have hair like that, not without hundreds
of dollars worth of styling help. Gut instinct told him that
the gorgeous mass cascading to the ground was real. Nick
could almost feel the silky-smooth texture of it trailing over
his jaw and across his chest as her mouth moved down to his
stomach, his abs...
Shit… He shifted slightly, trying to ease the sudden
heaviness in his groin.
She sighed, turning her head slightly in his direction and
resting her right cheek against her knees. Moonlight painted
her skin so translucent it appeared lit from within. She had a
fragile bone structure, sweet, very delicate features; high
forehead, dark arching brows and eyes a color he couldn’t make
out… Full, sensuous lips had him clenching his jaw against a
groan of intense longing.
She shivered and wrapped her shawl more tightly around
her, but her small shoulders continued to tremble. Nick
frowned; the thought of her being cold bothered him, although
why he should care was beyond him. After all, she was
trespassing on his land, invading his private domain.
And he didn’t give a shit.
He wanted to take her in his arms. Share his body heat
until both of them were burning.
The urge was insane. Coming out here in the middle of
the night just to see her was insane.
She walks in beauty, like the night…The words popped into
his mind, a poem he had heard once but damned if he
remembered where or when. Most likely from a movie, since
reading poetry was not high on his list of good times, although
he had to admit that the line was certainly beautiful…like
her. Nick rolled his eyes at himself; waxing poetic at his age
wasn’t a very good sign.
Soft undulations reached his ears. Humming. She was
humming, for Christ’s sake. Low, slightly husky, the soothing
rhythm floated to him, vaguely foreign sounding. Sort of like
a lullaby. Leaning towards the stream she plucked a blade of
grass from between two rocks and ran the tip of it around
her open palm, following the outline of each finger with the
slender blade. Long, slow, stroking caresses. Up, down, and
around. His throat tightened and his fingers clenched tightly
against the wave of lust that gripped him. He imagined her
hands upon his skin, slowly caressing…and then her lips
following their path downward…
Suddenly she froze, her hum cut off in midstream. The
blade of grass fell forgotten to the ground as she subtly cocked
her head to one side, listening.
Muscles tensing, Nick wrapped his palm around the hilt
of his knife. He stood tense, ready for trouble until she finally
relaxed and focused her gaze on something near the water.
Soon he was able to see what had her attention. A blackcrowned
night heron had landed in the stream about thirty
feet from where she sat, an unlucky fish dangling from his
wet beak. She smiled at the bird, a truly genuine smile that
dimpled her cheek and flashed small white teeth. Nick caught
his breath— He wanted her smiling at him that way, pure,
open and trusting. Jesus! What the hell is wrong with me? Now
I’m jealous of a damn bird!
Spreading its wings the heron flew away to enjoy its prize
and with childlike enthusiasm she busied herself digging in
her pack, pulling out a sketchpad and pencil and beginning to
draw by moonlight. The pencil moved quick and sure and
Nick guessed she was capturing her memory of the bird while
still fresh. He craned his neck, trying to get a glimpse of her
drawing.
Oh Christ! His mouth went dry when in one of the most
unintentionally seductive displays he had ever seen, she stood
and used both hands to massage her butt, arching her back
and causing her breasts to thrust out against her shawl. Full
and natural, they were more than enough to fill his hands and
more than made up for her lack of stature. She might be small
but she had more than enough to satisfy him. Her wetdream
hair fell long and wavy down her back, past her thighs to
almost touch the ground. Her soft appreciative sigh as the
stretch loosened tight muscles reached him all the way across
the clearing and he bit back a growl.
He wanted her now; soft and wet, stretched out naked in
his bed, up against the wall; bent over a chair with her ass in
the air, or hell, out here would do just fine too.
He sucked in a deep breath, knowing he was in deep shit
when the flood gate of erotic images opened. When it came
to her his body seriously outruled his brain, and if he had to
endure much more of this torture he was definitely going to
explode.
Chapter 2
Morgan stood slowly, balancing herself with a palm against
a nearby tree. Sweat beaded on her forehead and she groaned,
biting her lip as her cramped and kinked muscles gave and
stretched. Seeing the bird had been so exciting that she had
forgotten to massage and stretch her leg, and had been sitting,
caught up in sketching, for far too long. Hesitantly, afraid to
move too suddenly, Morgan leaned back against the tree, glad
for its rough support while she waited on her leg to relax and
be able to take her weight. Finally the cramping eased and
she could stand on her own. The walk home would be slow,
especially since she had to carry her full backpack, and she
dreaded the night to come. She bent to grab her pack, gasping
as a sharp pain jerked her back upright. After a moment she
tried again, this time successfully.
“Well,” she grumbled while adjusting the pack onto her
shoulder, “you did it to yourself, Morgan. At least you have a
few painkillers left.” The tiny pills were in the bottle on the
nightstand beside her bed. She hadn’t taken one in over a week,
preferring to just cope with the constant, dull ache in her hip
and thigh, but tonight because of her overexertion she knew
she would not be able to rest without them.
She sighed, absorbing the dark, glistening beauty of the
stream and surrounding thicket of trees with their huge,
weighted branches and thick egg-shaped cones. She loved it
here. For some reason the place made her feel safe,
protected...embraced. Nothing could hurt her here.
She liked to pretend she had entered a long forgotten realm,
one where time and reality ceased to exist and it was only her
and the creatures of nature. It was a completely different
world. One where her past did not matter and she was safe.
Safe. The word had been a mantra in her brain for a long
time now. No more holding her breath and walking on tiptoes,
dreading what would happen if that fourth stair squeaked
and she woke him up. Finally she was alone and safe.
She glanced around; taking in the crumbling, moss covered
faded grey bricks of a long abandoned wall behind her. Vines
grew up the inside of it, reaching towards the bright
moonlight overhead. It had been the first thing she had
sketched when she had happened upon this place several nights
ago during her walk. Everything had looked so beautiful that
night, more…serene. She loved the quiet, the solitude, the
moon’s gentle light. Most people loved the sun, lived their
lives in its shining rays and she had been no different…but
that had been in her previous life. The life before her accident.
Now…now she loved the night, with its concealing shadows
and forgiving darkness.
Her cousin Lisa had been right in convincing her to find a
new life for herself. Trying to escape the memories had caused
her to move from Chicago to wide-open Montana. But leaving
the memories behind had been impossible. There were still
times when she woke up screaming from one of the
nightmares, and the pain in her leg and hip were constant
reminders. Not to mention her face. She had almost— but not
quite— gotten over her hatred of mirrors. It was not their
fault they told the truth. And one could never avoid the truth
for long, no matter how hard they tried.
But at least she had her freedom and finally her own place.
Morgan smiled, remembering Lisa’s excitement that night
in Chicago when she had found the small cottage on the
internet…
“It’s absolutely perfect, Morgan! Look!”
“Just a second, the popcorn’s almost ready.” Morgan
grabbed an ovenmit from the counter and then opened the
microwave door, inhaling the strong aroma of freshly popped
cheese popcorn.
“Come on!” Lisa called. “It even has a barn. You always
wanted a horse.”
Morgan rolled her eyes and set the steaming container on
the stool next to her cousin. “Yes, when I was seven and still
believed in Santa Clause. I’ve grown up since then.” She sat
down and watched as Lisa scrolled the mouse across the page,
then clicked on a picture. At first all she saw were mountains
broadcast against a bright blue sky… and then the picture
finished loading.
“Oh…” she breathed, “it’s so beautiful…”
Lisa grinned, “Cheap too.”
Situated on four acres of land and surrounded by forest
the small cream-colored cottage looked like something out of
a children’s storybook. The three rail wood fencing looked on
the verge of falling down, but the old barn behind the house
looked in reasonably good condition. Morgan closed her eyes,
picturing newly planted flowers under each of the windows,
and maybe a swing hung from the roof of the front porch…the
isolating woods would be filled with singing birds and she
could sit forever and just listen…and sketch…
Lisa grabbed the phone off its cradle beside the computer
and shoved it at her. “Call the realtor, right now, before
someone else grabs this.”
Morgan glanced at the clock. Darn. “It’s after midnight,
Lisa.”
“So? They have answering machines. Call and leave a
message or I will.” Lisa pushed the phone into her limp hand
and dialed the number on the screen. “Don’t let this pass you
by Morgan, start living your dreams.”
And so after a long flight to see the property in person she
had signed all of the paperwork. A week later she put her
husband’s glass and steel monstrosity on the market, hired a
moving company, loaded her little Volvo station wagon to its
limit and never looked back. Twelve-hundred miles and a load
of worries and her dream had become reality.
A branch cracked, jerking Morgan back to the present. She
glanced around but saw nothing but tree limbs moving with
a slight breeze. She shivered, noticing that the temperature
had dropped a few degrees and pulled her shawl more tightly
around her shoulders.
She sighed deeply. Moving here had been her first grab at
recovery, but she knew deep inside that she may never be fully
healed; the trauma and humiliation ran way too deep. The
knowledge that there were indeed evil people in the world
had been made very clear to her, over and over again. And the
things she had done...her throat tightened and she swiped at
her eyes, wiping away the sudden tears that once started would
go on until depression had her so weakened that she locked
herself in her room, hiding away from her new life and letting
him take control once more. She sucked in a big breath, held it
for a moment and then exhaled slowly.
Wasted years, all of them.
Out of habit she pulled several thick pieces of hair over
her shoulder until the right side of her face was covered then
slowly limped to the path behind the stone wall and into the
woods toward the trail home.
*****
“Heard Eliza Ramsey’s place was sold.”
Nick glanced up from the bin of nails. Ben, the owner of
Grenners’ Feed and Hardware, the only hardware store in
town, was standing beside him, an obvious question in his old
blue eyes.
He shrugged his shoulders, knowing the old man was one
step away from talking his ear off. “I guess, saw a moving
truck there last week or so.”
“Come on, Nick. Ramsey’s place is right behind yours. How
can you not be interested in what’s goin’ on or who’s goin’ to
live there?”
Nick sighed in irritation; he really did not need Ben
hounding him this early in the morning. “First, it’s none of
my business; people come and go all the time and I could care
less. Second, it’s on the other side of my woods, completely
out of view, so it’s not like I’ll have an immediate neighbor I
have to associate with. And thank God for that.” Yeah right,
Nick. Long dark hair, a ‘take your sweet time and kiss me all over
figure’…One look from your new neighbor and you’d be
standing on her front porch with roses in hand, hoping to do
more than just ‘associate’. Annoyed at his wayward thoughts
Nick focused on the task at hand which was picking out the
nails he would need to fix the board that Sultan had kicked
out of the back wall of his stall. “You know as long as nobody
messes with me I mind my own business.”
“I know,” Ben said, nodding. “I know. Too bad you moved
to a town full of biddies and gossips.” He shuffled out of Nick’s
way, using his cane to point down the aisle towards the back
of the store. “By the way, got that new load of rubber pads if
you need ‘em.”
“Yeah, thanks. I’ll take a couple, just in case. It’ll save me a
trip back if he tears one up again.” And keep me from having
to drive past the Ramsey place, he thought to himself.
Ben grinned, hobbling along beside Nick as they made their
way to the back wall. “Maybe you should put pads on that
horse’s hooves instead of the walls. I know they have somethin’
like that out now, saw one in a magazine. How’s Jake doin’?
Ribs still botherin’ him?”
Nick nodded, “Yeah, it’s called a ‘hoof boot’ and they’re
not meant for leaving on the hoof permanently. It’s more for
medicinal treatment.” He bent down and examined the rubber
pads, pressing his fingers into the material to judge thickness
and durability. “Jake’s doing better, back to helping with the
barn some. He’s staying away from the pony for awhile though.
He’s convinced she’s out to get him.” Satisfied that the pads
would do the trick Nick easily hefted one of the six-foot long,
seventy-five pound bulk packages onto his shoulder. “These
pads might work out better anyway. He only acts up when
I’m late feeding him.”
They walked back to the front of the store where Ben rang
up the purchases. “Okay, let’s see. Fifty-five bags of horse feed,
two bags of dog food, one carton of three-inch nails, one
pack of rubber and a hose nozzle. Anythin’ else?”
“Yeah, I almost forgot, throw in a bag of cat food. The
barn cat finally had her kittens.”
Ben shook his head, flashing gleaming dentures. “Total is
two-hundred eighty-nine dollars and ninety-two cents.
Nobody lookin’ at you would ever believe you’re such a softy.”
Nick grimaced, giving the old man a pointed look. “Yeah,
well do me a favor and keep it to yourself. I like my privacy.
Keeps things smooth and quiet.” He handed Ben three hundred
dollars, then put the change in the back pocket of his blue
jeans.
“I know that. You forget that I know your history, but too
much privacy ain’t good, Nick.”
Nick’s whole body tensed, every fiber of his being hating
that his ‘history’ as Ben put it, had been brought up, but then
Ben had known him for almost ten years and while others
barely had the courage to look him in the face, Ben had never
once been intimidated. In fact he was about the only person
Nick would go so far as to call a friend.
“Get that look off you’re face, Nick,” Ben said, “you know
I didn’t mean anythin’ by that.”
“Yeah, well, in my opinion too many people are what’s not
good. I learned that lesson the hard way, and that’s why I’m
here.”
Ben shook his head but kept his mouth shut, then just as
quickly latched onto the previous topic. “Hey, let me know if
you meet whoever bought the Ramsey place.” Nick watched
as Ben placed a gnarled hand over his heart in mock dismay.“That’s about the most interestin’ news an old man like me
has to look forward too right now.”
Nick sighed and rolled his eyes, then pulled his truck keys
out of his pocket. “I’ll pull over to the loading dock. Tell Chris
I’ll need his help securing the tarp.” He hoisted the bulk rubber
onto his shoulder again, then gathered the bag of cat food
under his arm to protect it from the rain. “Thanks Ben.”
“No problem. Say ‘hi’ to that brother of yours for me.”
“Will do.”
Before the old man could say another word he was out the
door, striding quickly through the downpour.
Chapter 3
Morgan came awake by degrees, dread lying like a cold
stone in her stomach. She was always tense for those first few
seconds before she realized where she was. A blurry-eyed
glance at her surroundings instantly reassured her. The aged
white walls in desperate need of paint were becoming
increasingly familiar and the yellow oversized armchair with
burgundy floral pattern sitting in the far corner was
immediately comforting. It had been her mother’s as was the
antique French dresser across the room.
Morgan sat up in
bed, focusing on the two items and letting the well-loved pieces
ground her to a past that only included her mother and that
was warm and filled with loving memories.
She stretched, letting the feelings of freedom and
independence loosen her muscles and relax her mind. Relief
settled in. She was in Montana, not Chicago, and had awakened
in the bedroom of her new home, not in her husband’s. She
had waved goodbye to the movers two weeks ago.
The bedside clock read six forty-six A.M; she had a doctor’s
appointment at ten-thirty for a checkup on her leg, and to
renew her pain prescription. Crap! She hated meeting new
doctors; hated having to pretend she didn’t see the suspicious
looks at her face, or the way they murmured and gestured to
their associates when they were in the hallway and thought
she couldn’t see them. The worst was having to try to explain
if they asked how she had been scarred…it never stopped
and always managed to make her feel low, like her
disfigurement somehow made her less of a person. Why
couldn’t they just take a look at her, examine her leg and hip,
and give her their usual advice, which she already knew
backwards and forwards. Stretches, massages, daily aspirin,
use a cane if she needed, more checkups and to take her pain
meds only when the pain became intense. That was all they
could do for her and after months of painful physical therapy
both she and the doctors knew it. There was no changing the
fact that she would always be partially crippled.
But at least she had survived. Morgan constantly told
herself that was all that mattered. Not looks, not material
things, and definitely not men. No way. Not ever again. Men
were sly, brutal animals…no, no, she shouldn’t think that. Men
were much worse than any animal could be.
Not that any would want her even if she was interested.
By now she was used to ‘the looks’—as she had come to think
of them—and tried not to let them hurt her. But it was
definitely hard to deal with. People were naturally mean,
critical and judgmental, especially when someone was
different. The killer had been when people had started quickly
looking the other way when she happened to look at
them…and then she noticed that no one would look her in
the eyes anymore.
Several times she had toyed with the idea
of putting a gun to her head just so she would no longer be in
the world and those people—the ones that treated her like a
side-show freak— could get on with their lives. Luckily Lisa
had stepped in with the idea of her moving away from
everything, hence the fresh start out here where there were
fewer people and more open space. She had no direct neighbors
except for the large farm across the woods, access to the
internet and TV allowed her to shop from home if she
preferred, and she only had to go out when she felt like it or
when she had an appointment, such as today.
She sighed in resignation, knowing that she had to get her
butt moving. The trip into the neighboring city would take at
least an hour and a half, and then she had to allow herself
time to find the doctor’s office.
Throwing the sheet back she carefully swung her legs over
the side of the bed and tentatively put weight on her bad leg.
These first few minutes always told her how the day would
go. When all she felt was a slight pull she let out a relieved
sigh. Grabbing up her yellow robe from the back of the
armchair she shrugged into it and moved to pull up the wooden
blinds covering her huge picture window. Her reflection, all
pale skin and shadowed eyes, stared back her while rain
splattered heavily against the glass and ran in rivulets along
the pane.
Crying…Her fingers came up, trembling as they traced
the tears on the glass. So much time spent crying… Thunder
rumbled, shaking the small cottage and then lightning flashed,
streaks of yellow and white striking deadly and to the point
in her field; she jumped, startled back into the present.
Morgan dropped the blind back down, knowing that the
storm was not going to let up anytime soon and dreading
having to go out in it. Crawling back into bed, safe and snug
under the covers sounded so much better, and she would have
if she hadn’t needed to renew her darn pain prescription.
Turning away from the window she moved slowly across
her bedroom to the small adjoining bathroom. She was proud
of her place, even though the walls were ugly and discolored
and the who-knew-how-old wallpaper was peeling off in
various rooms, it was still all hers. A pang of sorrow jolted
her and she blinked back tears. Her mother would have loved
it here, and Morgan would have loved having her here to help
fix it up. More tears tightened her throat, the ache so bad she
could barely swallow.
Not now, Morgan. Biting her lip she hurried into her
bathroom and started running water for a bath, adding a good
amount of Epson salt and fragrance to the warm water. The
bathroom was next on her mile-long list of projects, and she
couldn’t wait to find time to go to the huge expo she had seen
signs for. Her husband would have had a fit if she had tried to
bring items from a flea market, or any secondhand store, into
their home. It had been only the newest and most expensive
modern furniture for him, hand-picked by an even more
expensive designer.
Cold, hard furnishings that suited her husband’s cold, hard
demeanor.
Morgan had hated every single piece in the house.
Shuddering she looped her hair up on the top of her head
and secured the heavy mass with several clips, then sank down
into the almost full tub, sighing deeply as the warm water
seeped into her muscles. Morgan loved taking long hot baths,
but this morning was not the time to dally and so she scrubbed
quickly and thoroughly before climbing out and toweling off.
Spending as brief amount of time as possible looking at her
reflection, she applied heavy concealer to her cheek and color
to her eyes and lips. The camouflage wouldn’t fool a close
look by a doctor, but it did help her avoid being scrutinized by
the unfailingly rude public.
Leaving the bathroom, she chose a white t-shirt and loose
jeans from the closet, then pulled on her low-heeled supportive
boots. The reinforced arches helped buffer the strain on her
leg and she preferred them when she wasn’t sure how much
walking she would have to do. Making her way down the hall
she tucked in her shirt and grabbed an umbrella and light
rain jacket out of the front hall closet, along with her purse.
Taking her keys off the hook by the front door she stepped
out onto her porch and locked the door behind her.
*****
Dr. Bessick had been nice enough, and not easily fooled.
Morgan had sat through the usual questioning; what types
of exercises was she doing? How often did she need to take
her pain medication? Had there been any worsening of pain?
How long ago had the accident happened… and Morgan had
answered them as she always did; with lies. Or, as she preferred
to think of it, an altering of the truth.
She was under no
illusion that Dr. Bessick had believed her, but at least the female
doctor had been less intrusive than most. She had simply
examined her and seen no new injuries to be concerned about;
only the older ones that had healed over as best they could
and Morgan had honestly assured her that she now had
nothing to worry about. She had left with a renewed
prescription, an appointment for three months from today,
and a special cream that the doctor said might help diminish
her scarring a little.
There was always room for cautious hope.
Rain pelted her umbrella and soaked her boots as Morgan
hurriedly unlocked her car and tossed her purse onto the
passenger seat, then scrambled in, shaking and closing her
umbrella after her. The storm had yet to diminish and she
wanted nothing more than to get home and curl up in front
of her TV or with a good book to wait out the remnants.
Pulling out of the parking lot she passed a McDonald’s on
her left and, as if on cue, her stomach rumbled, reminding
her that it was half past one o’clock and she had yet to eat
anything. Since her husbands ‘lessons’, food had never been
high on her priority list and she had a tendency to keep herself
in a mild state of hunger. It was unconsciously habitual and
something she was definitely trying to change, but her
husband had been an effective teacher and she a very quick
learner. He had made it clear in more ways than one that he
wanted her thin and that she had damn well better get thin
and stay that way. Or else.
A thin line of sweat broke out over her forehead. It had
not taken her long to become extremely familiar with the ‘or
else’ part.
Stop it. He can’t hurt you now. He’s dead, Morgan.
Her knuckles whitened on the steering wheel and she drew
in a deep breath, releasing it very slowly. Yes, he was. She had
claimed the body herself and made all of the funeral
arrangements. But memories were powerful and at times it
seemed that his hold was just as strong from the grave as it
had been when he had lived. God knew she woke up in a cold
sweat often enough.
Turning the wipers on high she slowly drove through town,
slow enough that even with the rain she noticed things she
hadn’t before, like the buildings that were made of huge timber
logs, just as they would have been back in the old west, situated
amongst larger stone and brick structures. Trees lined the
walkways and on sunny days would provide shade to people
browsing the boardwalk storefronts. There were signs
directing tourists to the local ‘watering holes’ and hotels, and
signs for the upcoming rodeos, festivals and annual
celebrations of just about everything the population could
think of.
Even on a thoroughly soaking day like today the town was
quaint and beautiful. Stopping for a red light, Morgan sat
nibbling on her bottom lip. On green, she pulled her car into
a parking area and grabbed her digital camera from the glove
box, then locked her purse in the space vacated by the camera.
Then she opened the car door and shook open her umbrella.
Camera ready, she made her way through the rain and across
the road, dodging puddles here and there until she reached
the covered boardwalk. She leaned her umbrella against a wall
and started snapping pictures.
An hour later the camera was full and she was feeling
surprisingly revitalized. Her mind drifted back over some of
the images she had captured, like the one she caught of a
young cowboy dressed head to toe in a slicker riding his soaked
horse down the middle of Main Street. It would make a great
subject for one of her paintings. She’d blushed when he caught
her photographing him and tipped his hat and had been half
afraid that he would ride over to her— and coward that she
was— she’d smiled shyly and turned away to start snapping
shots of the cloud shrouded hills in the background. Her
cousin would be thrilled with a series of paintings based on
Montana. Lisa had been hounding her to start some new paintings for several upcoming gallery shows and now Morgan
had the perfect subject.
After putting away her camera, Morgan browsed several
shops while waiting for the rain to lessen and ended up buying
several unnecessary souvenirs, plus munching on two
hamburgers. Finally, after two hours of waiting and
wandering, Morgan was exhausted and her leg was starting
to spasm. She could feel the dull prickling of pain starting in
her hip; on top of that, she knew she still had the hour and a
half drive home before she could relax in a warm tub. Limping
slowly along the wooden walkway she sighed in relief when
she spotted her car and was finally able to climb inside and
relax against the supple leather seats. After starting the car
she turned the air on, letting it cool the humid interior while
she massaged her aching muscles. Dealing with the small
pinpricks was easy enough; it was the bigger, cramping spasms
she knew were coming that were killers and she prayed to
God she could make it home before those came.
Gritting her teeth, Morgan shifted the car into reverse
and pulled out of the parking lot into traffic. Once hitting the
highway she rolled the driver’s side window down, letting in
the sharp, crisp mountain air.
Even though pain was now dulling her pleasure, she had
not felt this alive—this free— in over six years.
The wind brought in sharp droplets of rain and blew her
hair in all directions, wildly whipping the long dark strands,
almost making them seem alive, like Medusa with her tangled
head of snakes. Morgan laughed at the image, feeling a kinship
to the poor woman and on impulse rolled down all of the
car’s windows so that gusts of damp air came from all
directions.
This…this was living. |
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